[30 Jan 2006|06:55pm] [ mood | creeped ] [ music | Imogen Heap-Shine ] So. Hi people. My life is fabulous and I hate it I think I'm dpressed again and my mom got me tested for autism I have a ninor form of it I invent worlds and reality scares me joy Hi there bear. 2 comments|post comment

Life [19 Dec 2005|07:03pm] [ mood | calm ] Hello random people and people who know me UPDATE TIME so this is the first real update in a long time I am now in high school and it is so much better than Jr. High everyone agrees I have new ((fabulous)) friends Emily, Michelle, Tc, Brett, Kaelyn, Caitlyn, Erin, Keenan lovelovelove To the maximus I have about a trillion new inside jokes That NO ONE in their right mind will get Krazy Strawz see? you don't get it. Lame-o. Okay. Friday, December 16th, 2005 was possibly the best ever we went to China town Brett and I snuck upstairs and bought anime *cough cough* then we got bubble tea & *plunk*ed it I can't I fail at plunking & then springrolls & we sat and talked for an hour about everything & then we bought some Asian things & got on the train/bus to Crowfoot that was an adventure in itself of words >.< And then we went to petland where the air is foul & the animals are cute & then starbucks Where there was more talking & then we ran to Bretts house & when we ran across the road as fast as we could because there were zooming cars it was loike a movie we were laughing and happy & it was just fabulous & then we admired Bretts bed & melted into it & then we walked to the bus stop & and went home and then Tc and I talked politics. <<<<<<<3333333 that day will go down in personal history. post comment

[17 Dec 2005|11:45am] [ mood | good ] Emily's over we talked about food for like 15 minutes yesterday before we went to sleep over all it was fun actually every bit of it was fun talking I've decided is my hobby and laughing my ass off and pictures we took pictures I'm going to go up load them now <<33 2 comments|post comment

Off MY Chest. [19 Jul 2005|11:07pm] [ mood | aggrivated ] [ music | Marilyn Mnson- Disposable Teens ] Well. Because I have been botteling this up for sometime now, but I am going to get this off my chest. Jessica will probably hate me when I say all this. And I am fully prepared for her to hate me for a very long time. Before we go any further however. I just want to say to Jessica, that I love her very much and I don't mean for any of this to hurt her. She does tend to have go's at me for "not telling her the truth". I only do that because I want to tell her what she wants to hear. But I think honesty is more important. So here it is. I think Sean has fucked you up immensly. Before you met him you were happy, or at least appeared to be happy, all the time. Then you met him, you started thinking about him all the time. You started going out, and talked about him all the time. Then we started to make fun of him to get you, or at least a bit of you, back. You took this to mean we hated Sean, so you left us. There went the rest of the year. In class, 75% of the conversation was Sean (or so it seemed to me). I missed you alot. I know you've heard that whole shebang before, but I felt I needed to bring it up. I would just like to stress here that I do not hate or even dislike Sean. It's just he appears to have hurt you, and I like you more than I like him, so I side with what I think is best for you. (Or I think so anyway [remember, I'm probably wrong in Every way,, just remember this is opinion]). Now then. I had WAY more to say. But I'm only saying this because Jessica was yelling at me for not telling her the truth. I like Sean, but from what I can see he's only hurt you. Even when you explain to me about it all. It still comes off as an almost emotionally abusive relationship, not purposely, but he does appear to be hurting you.  Go ahead, get mad. I'm ready for everything. 6 comments|post comment

Lalalala [16 Jul 2005|07:16pm] [ mood | lalala ] [ music | The Killers-Jenny was a Friend of Mine. ] Saw Charlie and the Chocolate Factory yesterday. It was soooo much better than the original. I loved it. BUt today I haven't really done much of anything. Tomorrow however is my brotheres family birthday party. So I get to watch recieve gifts. Hurrah. BUT. One of the gifts will be the sixth Harry Potter book. I'm a nerd. I know, I know. I have aquired a fear of my basement at night. Thank you Saw. post comment

Post Stampede [13 Jul 2005|11:13pm] [ mood | SO tired. ] [ music | The Killers- Believe Me Natalie ] Wow, the stampede was so much fun. We went on rides to start with and then it rained. Which was nice as it was SUPER hot before, then it stopped raining and it was nice and cool for the rest of the day. We did Kareoke, and by 'we' I mean 'them' because I didn't sing =(. Jessica Susan Stephanie and Robyn sang the song that I can't remember the name of. And then later Jessica and Stephanie sand the Time Warp from the Rocky Horror Picture Show. Then Jessica and Stephanie got their faces painted and ribbons in their hair. Then we went to the round up Center and browsed and ate free samples. And Robyn got her Tarot cars read, she's going to get into an argument with someone from her past, but she has to be careful about what she says because they might turn it around on her. And there is travel ion her future. She wants to travel but something is going to stand in her way. Yeah.....then we went on the ferris wheel. and it was SO pretty. And then we went home, but as we were waiting for the train, my heart felt like it couldn't breathe. And it was thumping mad hard. It hurt a bit. I thought I was dying, but I wasn't. And eventually I went away. I still have no idea what it was. Then we were on the train. And very put out because we hadn't met any tourists. and this guy sat down next to us on the floor and was like "I'm going to join you" and we were all.. "oh, okay" and then we found out he was from California *celebrates* but then he wasn't because he moved here =(. SO. we were talking and he said "this is my friend Simon *motions to man sitting on seat* he volunteers for schitzophrenia" and he had given us a presentation. It was fun. (ish). ANd then they left Jessica: You're in danger Me: Why? Jessica: Because they know where your names, what you look like and what school you're going to. Me: What about you? Robyn: No, they have those great disguises going on *motions to ribbon and face paint* It was funny On Friday we're seeing Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. post comment

Before Stampede [13 Jul 2005|01:22pm] [ mood | yee ] So...I'm going to the stampede today. With Susan Robyn and Susans sister. And now Jessica. Or so I'm told by Sean. Who is making her go. So thanks a bunch to him. So. We'll have fun. Jessica Mosher has my red fifties sunglasses from yesterday. And she cl;aims them for her own. Ah well. I'll update again when I get back. 2 comments|post comment

Reunion [12 Jul 2005|06:12pm] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | The Killers-Jenny was a Friend of Mine. ] Today Jessica (Mosher) and I were supposed to meet Jessica (Fremont) in Chinatown. Fremont was supposed to call and tell us where to meet her and Sean. She never did, so we hung out around China Town, got Spring rolls and coffee. Over coffee we discussed God, how Adam and Eve and Noahs Ark are bull shit. How it's funny when people believe evolution is fake (It's been PROVEN). Tghen we went to Eau Claire Market, looked a jewelry, bought jewellry. Waded in the mini-pool for a bit. went to the Devonian gardens. Then we went to Kensington and went to TRENDS and Extraordinary toys, and higher ground. We got smoothies at higher ground. And I told her abour saw. It creeped her out. I laughed in my head a bit. Then we took teh train, I got off at lions park station and took the 91 to the hospital, then I walked home. All in all a pretty good day. Still a bit pissed off Jessica didn't even bother calling to say she wouldn't meet us though. post comment

Nung [10 Jul 2005|10:04pm] [ mood | ho hum ] [ music | The Killers- Mr. Brightside ] So...Jessica's home, that's pretty un-nifty. We spent four days together, I thought by the end of it we'd kill each other. But it didn't happen. Now we're a bajillion times closer and Have a bajaillion-and-one inside jokes. But because I haven't posted because Jessica used the computer and I could not. I'm going to post everything that happened since Wednesday. [Wednesday] Met Jim, and Jessicas Mum, and Shelly. Really I met Jim for the third time But It's been over a year *to see joke with Jessica and Jim, see Jessica's page..._schmoof_* Had French Fries and a Frosty Decided that Fries were too salty Laughed Inwardly at Joey Alot Saw Zuk and Eric And Allana Hugged Allana Cried Inwardly I think She Bit My Neck Watched The Breakfast Club Again Got home Chatted amiably with those online Went to bed to talk Jessica tried to find out who I like which is pretty hard considering I don't like anybody I am non-sexual Went to bed [Thursday] Saw Allana At The Park Got Ice Cream Sandwiches Had 35 cents for all three of us to get a haircut We Didn't Sat on the swings (for old times sake) Jessica sat on the ground We just talked It was fun Began to watch the breakfast club again Then we had to stop Because Jessica and I had to go to Fantastic 4 It wasn't bad Jennifer drove us to Lions Park Station I'm still her favorite of Allanas friends There were these losers on the train *two guys experement with the hats they have on, switching and such* "Dude, our posse is SO GAY because we have two people in it with the same sized head" Me: OMG! Jessica, our group is SO heterosexual because we both have sun glasses Later Jessica changed it to "OMG! Our group is SO hererosexual, Because two people in it have different sized heads" It was fun Got home finished watching the breakfast club talked again mostly about Sean again Talked on msn *for inside jokes go to Jessicas page* went to bed [Friday] Had Cereal Played Twister Got Driven to Brentwood Station Took the Bus to Seans At Seans we played the most boring game of scrabble with the most annoying sibling while Jessica and Sean Flirted A titch maddening Watched Deuce Bigalow: Male Gigalow I did Seans Sibling was being irritating and Sean and Jessica Canoodled Took the Bus To Lions Park Station Met Dad took the Bus to the Hospital and Walked Home had dinner walked to the video store Rented 'Amelie' and 'Saw' Watched Amelie Is Still one of my favorite movies Saw saw (watched rather) almost peed myself almost threw up Jessica: wouldn't it be funny if as he was taking the picture something was there? *takes a picture, flash illuminates a creepy pig headed man* *girls scream and clutch each other* talked on msn went to bed [Saterday] Did mostly nothing all day Jessica called her dad Alot Jessica talked about Sean alot Later we watched Saw again almost threw up and almost peed myself We watched some of the previews For Saw And clutched each other during the scary bit Went to Suicide Hill Climbed on the chain link soccer fence I ripped my pants alot I felt sad Came home Jessica made an agreement with her dad We played neopets /.\|\||) SP0|<3 ||\| 1337 Went to bed She told me about how she healed her dog by doing nothing Me: It's the Cree Jessica: Leaves and wind swirl around me and the dog "SPIRITS OF THE DOG AND WOLF! HEAL THIS WOUNDED ANIMAL" I pretended to be rennie Me: Hewwo Jessica Jessica: Hello Rennie Pause Pause Pause Me and Jessica:*low growling noises* We can laugh at anything [Saterday] Made Plans to go to the Stampede Those Fell through Jessica went home our weekend of fun was over post comment

Nung [06 Jul 2005|12:14pm] [ mood | Thinking ] [ music | Smile Like You Mean It-The Killers ] I am once again writing in this journal to cheer up Jessica a bit. It's strange. But I am meeting Jim again today. For the...third time. It's funny. Though I don't know why. But tomorrow Jessica and I are going to the Calgarian Premiere of the Fantasic 4. So that'll be...cool. I got them for working at the nerd convention. IO thought the absolute nerd was a myth. I but I came face to face with AT LEAST 100 of them. So I feel a whole lot better about myself. I think that's a bit wicked of me. but what are ya gunna do? NOTHING that's what. So....I'm talking to Allana right now. I haven't spoken to her in about....three months. I miss her alot. But she lies to me about everything now, I feel like I don't know her anymore. And for two people who were best friends for three years and then they just stopped calling. It's the most pinful break up ever (and possibly the only one, I have a 66% chance of dying alone according to an internet quiz, Isn't that just dandy). post comment

It's my first time... [30 Jun 2005|11:43am] [ mood | I just like this guy ] [ music | The Beatles-Baby's In Black ] Phwar. This is the first time I write in this from home. This is also the first day of Summer Vacation. I knew I wasn't going to see alot of people that I liked ever again, but it never really came into a full realization of things. BAH. A summer of mosquitos, ice cream, friends, fire, and....pens. post comment

Math/Science [17 Jun 2005|10:27am] [ mood | Rad coolness ] [ music | Banter ] Once again I write in this from school. Because I'm that cool. Me and Jessica are having a conversation in our comments. We're sitting RIGHT next to each other but refuse to talk. It's like a little Game. Hahaha, Jamies hotmail is Caglahagan_is@hotmail.com. And I was like "Maybe Caglahagin is his imaginary friends and he's like Caglahagan IS!! Because he's saying that he really is Alliiiive." That's how cool we are. post comment

Where else but here? [15 Jun 2005|01:12pm] [ mood | Random ] In Life Skills there was a video in which a woman that looked like Courtney Love was giving birth. *Shudder* I am NEVER giving birth. I'll become a nun. Then I'm safe from everything. Except bad clothing. and Nun food. Yum dry bread. I did a grade 3 Provincial Test. I got 100%. I expected that from myself. Carla's watermelon slushie is punk rock. Robyn and Susan and Jason are going to the Greek Restaurant today. Robyn's bringing me food. I like food. I'm inwardly fat. Or "Inwardly" fat rather. 1 comment|post comment

My life is this big. [15 Jun 2005|09:06am] [ mood | emitionless ] [ music | Science mumble ] Once again I update my live Journal in place of doing work. That is how big my life is. They'll probably ban this site (the CBE) because it's a forum. Swear to god, as soon as they find out about this. But it's another day of worrying about Jessica and how she blames herself for things she can't control. And Jessica (other one) stepping on me. hahaha. I don't resent her for it. Or I do. Nevermind. I can't help thinking how weird it will be when in future I read these. If I ever will, and I might have changed completely. (Hi future me!) 1 comment|post comment

Here Again [14 Jun 2005|09:03am] [ mood | nervous ] [ music | Tess's country music, mutterings of a tired class ] Stupid High School. Jr. High was and is great. I'm familiar with everyone. It's like a giant family (I should write Barney tunes). All my friends and I are so close, and we're all being split up. Me Robyn and Alex are going to Bowness, Jessica's and Susan are going to Aberhart, and Karin is going to Queen Elizabeth. As excited as I am to be going into High School I can't help thinking that I'm that close to being into the real world, where you have to solve your own problems. It went by so fast and Inow I have only...a few years before I go out on my own. Leave the nest so to speak. It'll be thrilling but I can't help feeling that time is something that I've wasted. I know I'm still young but this are supposed to be the best years of my life. And If that's true than I'm screwed. 1 comment|post comment

[13 Jun 2005|12:58pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | Chatter of Plebs and typing (again) ] GOING TO ITALY IN TWEO YEARS! Long time but that just means all the more money in my account of bling. haha Will rap fo' Bling. 1 comment|post comment

Lunch and Movies [13 Jun 2005|12:50pm] [ mood | good ] [ music | typing, chatter of the Plebs ] Lunch was great. It was somewhat like a fifties summer movie, with the sun and the happy. But with modern cloths and an asian. We were all lying in a circle and being happy. We're going to throw a party for the end of year leaving do. I plan to somehow seduce the Killers and get them to play live for us. What a plan (somewhat flawed by my lack of seducing powers. If I was a superhero that would be my un-power). Still. We took a bunch of pictures on Emilys and Jessicas camera. Just realized how full of un-deep things mine is. It makes me seem superficial. I don't think I am. I might be. Never know. But then theres Jessicas (wow) deep(ish) I guess it's just our age. post comment

Happy days [13 Jun 2005|11:09am] [ mood | dorky ] [ music | Math Talk Murmerings ] Apparently I'm a helpful person. This makes my day. Proof my days are as full as an empty bucket. But this day is made even better by the fact that Mrs.Parsons is gone, so the spellinbg test did not take an hour ('P, as in pnemonia!'). But ANYHOO. Shopping at second hand store with lots of money (or none) to get $200 pants for $10. Life is good. Need Job. R%andomthoughts. For the reast of this period I'm not going to stop typing. And my train of thought will just go on and on and on. I'm hungry. I don't have a lunch. CRISIS! I'm inwardly fat. Hahaha, West Coast was fun. Jessica's are cruel. Death to cookies. Never mind. Had a bit of cookie. Quite yucky actually. Should never eat Joshes food again. Unless it's pie. He can't ruin pie. Bored of this typing challenge. Will end this before I embarass my self further. post comment

Jessica's a weirdo [10 Jun 2005|09:10am] [ mood | embarrassed ] Jessica is an insane person. I feel.....awkward and weird. I love Jessica anyways though. Huh I woke up and went to school and did a test and now I am supposed to be doing math and Jessica is FORCING me to be not doing work and I am probably turning fucshia. 1 comment|post comment

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